If I could feel the same level of security and peace that I feel when I’m lying in bed with my wife and my son at other times, I think I’d be an unstoppable force. When I’m here in the dark nothing in the world is too hard because I have them with me. I can do anything, handle anything. I wish I could bottle this and take it with me to have always. I also kind of write like crap when I’m sleepy, so don’t judge me. Or judge me all you want, just don’t tell me you’re judging me because that would be mean. Wow I’m sleepy. Okay, I should quit now. Going to go find out how to turn off the “vibrate a little every time you touch the damn thing” setting on this Nexus 10.
I should be asleep. It feels like this week has gone by so quickly… I’m not, however, going to complain about having to go back to work tomorrow. I am incredibly fortunate that I have a job where a week of time off at thanksgiving is just expected. Tomorrow, I go back… and it’s going to be just fine.
I’m taking a break from all things social… uh… media. I kind of showed my hand with the title, I think. Anyway, I’m getting fed up with all of it and I’m pretty much just starting to hate every bit of it. To be frank it makes me feel lonely more than it does anything else, so I won’t be on Twitter or Tumblr or Google+ or anything for what I intend to be at least one week. Might make it that long, might not… I’m not going to lie and say I’m not addicted to it because I totally am. Trying to break that addiction though. Already deleted all associated apps from my phone. So yeah, see you guys later. Maybe. Probably.
You and me both. Been spending the last two weeks beginning to remodel my childhood home. It feels weird and brings into perspective, the fact that I have done nothing with my life. LOL.
Mine is abandoned, and more than likely hosting squatters and/or drug dealers/users. All my childhood/teenage stuff has been stolen or trashed. It makes me a little sad, but at the same time I’m so much better off now as a human being that I don’t even want any of it. I’m sure you’ve done more with your life than you think you have. You’re so negative… :)
No, you wouldn’t have. You were too young then to get it. That’s the great joke.
Life is just the weirdest damned thing. I keep thinking that I’ll be able to help my son avoid a lot of the mistakes that I made, but then I realize that he’ll be just like me and think that anyone older than he is is a moron.
I am trying so hard not to let this weekend end. Long weekend or not, I’m still not ready for it to be over. If someone had told me when I was younger that the average adult life is doing the same stuff you hate over and over again every single day, I probably would have paid more attention in school and actually listened to people when they told me to apply myself.
I’ve just come to the devastating realization that instead of drinking two worthless and not-very-good beers, I could have had a cup or two of tea. I have an entire box of Lady Grey and I forgot it was there.