(Source: wakemeupwhenimfamous)
Oh, this brings back some memories.
My creativity is gone!
I have a million things in my head that I want to write about. My biggest problem is that I’ll get about three sentences into something, decide that it’s boring and that no one would ever read it, and then delete it, feeling a little more deflated each time.
It’s like when I was younger and used to draw all the time. I knew exactly how I wanted something to look… I could see it in my mind, you know? I was never able to get those images out of my head and onto paper, so eventually I gave up completely and stopped any pursuit of art whatsoever.
Why do something if you suck at it?
Why do something if no one will like it?
I’m wondering if those aren’t actually two great reasons to do something. So what if I suck at something and no one likes it? I mean, did you see that bullshit Courtney Love tried to pass off as an art show? It was horrible. She did it anyway. Granted, that’s a pretty accurate description of her very existence, but still.
I don’t do enough things for me. Hell, if I’m really honest with myself, I don’t do anything just for me. I’m always worried about what the handful of people that follow me will think. (I love you all, BTW.) I want people to like me and like the things that I make.
This isn’t going anywhere because I can’t wrap it up with a nice bow. I’ve decided that I’m going to start messing around with this Wacom again, though. That’s a step in the right direction, I think. I need to get creative again! Music and art need to be a part of my life, or I’m not going to be happy. Plus, I want my son to grow up around music and art. It’s a win/win for once!
Sunset Arms ain’t nothin’ ta fuck wit.
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“Off to bed. Hell will still be there tomorrow.”
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Use those eyeballs.
I hate you all, and somehow you find me… incredibly charming.
Ladies… you have the power to change this.


